I knew my friends are faithful because of April Fool :D

"Mcm ni lah. You dah takpayah bgtau I anything. I tanak tau. If you sakit hati. Dia tipu kau. Dia fuck perempuan lain time dgn kau. Kau carik lah orang lain. Kau janji dgn aku apa, sekarang apa. Jgn contact I selagi you cpl dgn ***. Trust me. You go on lah dgn si cilaka tu. Pg dkt si cilaka tu. Semua orang sekeliling you mmg suka sangat dkt si babi cilaka pukimak tu"

"Sorry for what? Sorry you is like nothing now. Macam bodoh je aku pergi jumpa cilaka tu and you cpl balik in the end. Mcm babi lah"

"Ajin ajin. Stop calling me ajin. I don't know you. Used to. But not anymore"

"I tanak kawan dgn you dah. I give up"

"I tanak tau dah okay :) You jangan contact I langsung. You sakit hati. Kau yang nak sangat kan benda ni jadi. You don't have to tell me anything. I boleh cakap padan muka kau. Kau dah janji kan dgn aku."

"Apa benda lagi kau nak, kau cakap dengan aku. Apa sebenarnya kau pk"

"Should I be happy for you? I don't know. But seriously babe. Why should I be happy if I can sense that someone's gonna get hurt?! But I don't know what to think anymore. I'm happy if you're happy. But still, I know that jerk is going to hurt you. So why should I be happy about it?"

"Shit you nobody cares. Illy are you that desperate? Idk la. U're big enough to think"

"Babe, I know I am busy. I always care for you. Too busy to hangout and lepak with you. But that doesn't mean I don't care. My life so far is filled with Komed and my studies. No time. Lagi lagi now, deadlines assignments, presentations berturut-turut. Sorry sgt2. My big event is coming up.. byk probs to settle. I'm not neglecting u. I don't even keluar makan pun with my classmates. It's okay if you wanna share everything with Apish by now. You guys seems so rapat now.. But still, ***? Looks like the drama never end. "

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I played my part with a very-very-heavy heart. But turned out, I've been hit with great feedbacks. Auwwh, you guys are so sweeeeeeeet *terharu* Like seriously, no joke. Sumpah korang comel! Eeeeee =D I would like to send my gratitudes to Zaza and Munki, for playing their part. Hehe. Peace no war. Thanks for still there, for not neglecting me. It shows that you still care. *I'm so touched* Thought nobody would care about about me dah, cuz seemed like everyone is missing in action. But yeah, still. AWAK-AWAK SWEET LAH!! Sayang sampai mati. Auwhh :')


HAPPY APRIL FOOL!! :D

Ahmad Tea with Mango, Baby!

Cheezels

Gazing through one of my friend's post makes me want to blog. Every words she stripped melts my heart. Like basically she's pretty interesting person you want to get to know with, but after I finished gazing all the junks she got in her blog, "geez this girl is walaowehhh!" . I still remember the very first time I know this rascal, sumpah seram la weh, hyper gila. But yeah, turned out she is a  really good friend, and yeah still hyper sampai la ni. I think I should stop before I get any gay-er.

Life is getting pretty hectic nowadays. Reportsss to submit. Interviews to handle. It feels so hard to keep up with this blog. Got nothing to be emo about. I thank Allah for giving me all the joys I'm enjoying. I'm so thankful I found them, my girls. Previous years, I had my life ruined. I had my hopes failed. So far, 2011 has been good. My faith slowly gain its strength back, yet it's almost 4 months I've been single without any dates. WHOA! Yeah, it's been awhile. I mean, this is the longest single since, Form 3? You see, I'm betting with my sister to stay single for the whole year. Plus, if I loose this bet, I have to belanja the girls Siakap 3 rasa. Memang tak dapat ah weh! Haha :D Well, the girls; they complete me! Auwww. Nothing odd has come across my path. It feels like I'm married to them. I just can't see any guy as a guy anymore. I see all of them are the same, like brothers and sisters. My heart is closed for now. But somehow, I do miss all the emo writing. I just can't feel that anymore. I even forgot how it feels like. Maybe for now. I don't know what's coming later but yeah, I can tell, I am happy with my life so far. I don't socialize oh-lot this semester, more on doing things that I wanna do, well, I had lots in my bucket-list-to-do-before-20. I just wanna buy some times for myself like go for what I like, buy what I love, and do what I wanna do. I'm so grateful for the small number of friends I can rely on through thick and thin. Maybe for sometimes, I do things without thinking (but still with a little consideration) or crapping shit (must have been living in Melaka for ages!). Oh well, sorry for such behaviors. Thanks for everything. I'm so jiwang now. I know. So, better get my ass off. Got discussion for our Radio Jingle later! Ah yes, we media students always feeling-feeling ada company sendiri, firma sendiri and it sure hell of fun! But still, it got me annoyed for the whole weeks. Ah well, gottago! C ya! xx

lovesbysorrow@deviantART

Say hello to my deviantART! <-- Click here! After some updates and few photos been uploaded, I decided to promote my DA in my blog, for the first time, eventhough the account has been on since 4 years ago; back then in 2007. Well, I'm not that active in DA all this while. Been ignored since I started my Form 5.  SPM kan. Haha. Plus, I only get 5A's 3Bs in my PMR, so my Dad refused to get me a DSLR. Dia demand nak 8As -,-" So, I felt a bit stupid to create this account but what the hell, in 2007, I've decided to sign up! (kecoh lah sial, sign up semua orang pun boleh buat. free pulak) But still, I don't have the confident to show it to people. Only for personal usage and my own satisfaction. (feeling feeling lah upload gambar zaman bercinta dulu kala) But this time, tiba tiba teringat ada account DA. After few days thinking and considering, I decided to get active in DA starting today. I know these days people use Flickr tapi saya tak reti nak guna. What can I do. After cleaning up some deviation submissions, delete itu, delete ini, tinggal lah beberapa kerat je lagi. 

Well, will update bit by bit somewhere soon. Stay put!

xx

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS MI NIÑA HERMOSA. S dnyom rozhdyeniya Zheny!

Que puedo decir mi querida Zheny en este día, Muchas Felicidades por tu cumpleaños hoy en este día naciste hace algunos años y sabes le doy gracias a Dios por tu nacimiento, porque eres una gran persona, eres una mujer que tiene un gran lugar en el mundo, tu eres muy especial, una persona que cambia la vida de las demás que te rodean, eres inspiración, eres pasión y eres amor, en este día Zheny quiero decirte tantas cosas, porque celebrar contigo me hace ser muy feliz.

Quiero Escribirte algo muy especial porque te lo mereces y hoy es tu día.

Cada que cierro los ojos te veo en mi mente en mis pensamientos y te siento, Dios te ha puesto en el camino indicado y tu vida ha cambiado radicalmente, eres mujer de gran corazón de gran fuerza y de gran espíritu, cada día logras maravillas que conviertes en éxito, soy muy orgulloso de que vivas en mi vida y de que me permitas poder vivir en la tuya, si tan solo pudiera decirte todo lo que quiero entenderías que eres la persona más especial que hay.

El destino forja a las personas con la vida, eres una luchadora y jamás te has rendido, eres simplemente especial por eso en este día, te mereces esto y más, mereces ser mega feliz porque toda la vida has luchado por tus sueños y es tiempo de que se hagan realidad, no hay imposibles si se cree y se sueña.

No sé cómo expresar mi alegría, Hay tantas palabras que saltan, Detalles sublimes combinadas con emoción Regalos y poesías desbordando de mí ser Y mi alma solo quiere dedicarte una canción…

Son esas profundas letras las que me inspiras, las escribo con devoción las que siempre grabo en mi corazón…

 Quiero festejar tu cumpleaños Y hacer una gran fiesta, En el paraíso de nuestra casa, Adornare con muchos besos, Todas perfumadas con rosas sabor a miel…

Preparare un pastel de poemas, Con los versos más dulces que me escribiste, Tendrá el sabor de los besos que día a día soñamos,El aroma será la que siempre compartimos, Los recuerdos no podrían faltar Y en las velas brillara tu tierna sonrisa…

En tu honor ¡Brindaremos! Deseándote con el alma que en tu corazón Siga tu gran fe y esperanza ante la vida, Que tus sueños sigan su camino y no palidezcan Hasta llegar a una meta, Quiero que el amor que me das a mí y a los demás Siga creciendo como hasta hoy…

 Mis deseos son para cada día; para siempre:

¡FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS, ZHENY!

Once a Dreamer, Always a Dreamer.

Is re-activating my Deviant Art account back, 

after 3 years since the last time I logged in. (:

Memory Lane with 'Em (:

Saturday. March 19, 2011.

Blossom, Buttercup and Bubble!! *seethehairbands*

Starring : mylovedones ♥

Petrosains, KLCC :-D

Friday. March 18, 2011.

New hair UPDATE. :p

Way back into Flintstones'.

She bites!

Manja-manja. Auwhhh.

Zaza suka tangkap rama-rama. Haha!

Helicopter's passes!! :-D

Our lifesaver, Mr. Minyak.

Teruja bergayut depan public.

Dalam diam, Zaza seorang plumber yang hebat ;)

Broadcast in three, two, one, ACTION!

Kau mampu letak 6 paku atas 1 paku? :O

 Zaza's first Macaroon. Auwwhhh :'D

-FIN :D-