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Tonight we let the crazy out and we'll be young forever (:

March 12, 2011.

Tribute to ALI NAZRAN. Haha :D

Si kerinting yang gila. Haha

A quick catch-up with EddyAfro, after 2 years tak bertemu :'D

Akhirnya beransur pulang pada 12 malam, angkara Abang Tutti Frutti "macam" 

bagi "sign" suruh balik ah. Macam sedar sedar lah orang nak tutup kedai weh. 

Macam tu ah. #Chambaik

Mucho Gracias, Hana :-D

MARCH 14, 2011.

I got my hair dyed for the first time!! OMEGEEE!! *Excited*

It's just another thing that I want to do before I reach 20 :-)

And, it's BLACK.

Friday Blues

"Dear 2011, Stop trying to be 2012." RT Textposts

"It doesn't matter if you're Muslim, Christian, Buddhist or Jewish, we can all pray for the world. AS LONG AS WE HAVE FAITH," RT Textposts

The ferocious tsunami spawned by one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded slammed Japan's eastern coast really caught my attention. "There's no way to run when you have something like that coming, so fast"-CNN . It's horror to watch such thing. You can click here to watch some of the videos on CNN. Reports keep on rolling on Yahoo, alot quicker than usual. This thang is freaking me out! Literally! Houses are swept by the water, buildings got burned, big waves sweeping everything on land, I just can't imagine it. Hopefully we'll be fine, praying hard on that. I hope Abah and Mama rock their holiday together. I'll be here, taking care of these rascals, no matter what happen. Hope you both are fine and doing great over there. Anyway, I had this short catch up with Aiman Roslan this evening. It went fine, eventhough it was a bit awkward. It's been 4 years I think, since the last time I met you in KTJ before you left the school. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that was the last time I saw you, on your farewell party in "Imran House" (kot). And fyi Zaheera Harun, I've tasted the DAIM cake already! Yeay!! Tapi makan tak habis. Perut dah fullhouse. Heh heh.

My 12 y'o brother made pizza for tonight's dinner. Very cheesy and yummy for tummy. Thank you. Esok Kakak belanja jajan okay. Plus plus I get myself a Chrysanthemum. Thought of getting a Lily but that shop jual sangat mahal T-T and they ran out of Red Roses. Oh well, I'm happy with my Chrysanthemum. She's white, plain and simple yet undeniably an eye-catcher. Well, I know it's going to die somewhere soon. Yeah, so sad right?? But wanna know something? When I'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead! Heh heh. Oh Achik got me this one packet of Jelly Belly Jellybeans! Sho kiuttt I know righttt! Onyonyonyonyo!!

Friday Morning

I know it's early in the morning. Yeah, bonjour Shah Alam!

Short holla: Well, just got back from sending both my little brothers (yang tak seberapa nak kecik sangat lah) to school. (Auww) Thought of getting back into blanket but but mata taknak tutup. Semoga rezeki murah bangun awal harini, Amin.. OH FYI, I got my free ticket for the whole weekend and guess what? My schedule is greatly booked! Appointments sudah penuh. Hoh hoh (takbur betul perempuan ni). But yeah, besides spending some quality time with friends, I have this plan of bringing my adik-adik jalan-jalan. (Auww) My family is perfection!

Eventhough it's been less than 12 hours without my girls, (Yeah I know, HERE WE GO AGAINNNN) but but but sumpah tak tipu dohh rindu gila kat koranggg :'( All those tweeting, berkampung, melahar session sangat lah mengundang. To be honest, the reason why I'm not ready for any commitments is because of the girls. (I think??) When I'm with them, I feel like the world is all ours! They're among the best I can have. They completeeeee me. Saya sudah jatuh cinta. Jatuh cinta pada mereka :'D  

P/S : Ikea Meatballs later. Ho ho ho.

Flavors.me

I just think it's cool to have one. Hehe. Click Here to view. (:

P/S: HAPPY WOMEN's DAY, girls!! :D

Without a Trace

It's been awhile since the last "wordy" post since I have nothing to talk about. Really had my semester 4's life so well. Appointments, interviews, booklets to make, and mid terms rolling soon. Starting next Tuesday to be exact. I know I should be studying by now, but yeaahhhhhh.

Source: annmi.com

Slowly crawling back into what I supposed to be. Thinking and considering of rejecting others' presence. I might rejecting a lot. I'm feeling the rush of a thousand heartbreaks. Well that might answered about my harshly speaking. Honestly, I have no one in mind currently, but the wounds, are still there. Without a trace but I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see. *sigh* I think slimming pills do kill all my hyper nerves, someway -,-" Think I need a new town, to leave all this behind. Where there no one knows my name. Geez, Boston.mp3 has left me mentally affected you see. I'm traumatized of every single thing around. I scared of having new people in my circle. These scars effects me lot. Somehow, someway, I'm scared of approving any new presence requests. Trying hard to be true to myself, but seems like DENIAL is my baggage that I've been carrying. Okay, this is what I always keep in mind, no matter what I do, I'll make sure I'll bring my ass up to Europe or somewhere in Middle East somewhere in future. Should start be cleaning up my closet for something new. But still, I don't regret any of my mistakes. I just don't, deal with it. That's how life works. You should regret if you've done no mistakes. Living with doubts? That's the worst mistake ever. For now, I only see both Mama and Abah. Honestly, I used to think that you both are so annoying I've once thinking about running away from home. But now, I'm in my late-19, thinking about what I've been through, I must say, I've just realized that both of you are the only person I should trust and rely on. With Allah's willing, please don't stop annoy me. Sometimes, it makes me smile eventhough I do feel like stomping the wall for few times. Heh. I'm still young and rebellious, what can you expect. Sometimes, we need to believe in movies. Be full of love and as brave as the main character. Because sometimes, we just need to. Even with a heavy heart, I'm still writing all that I have in mind. Quite mixed up, isn't it? After a while, I'm still growing up and learning about things, including that some things are meant to be left alone, and undone. Some things are just made to be left unsaid. All that we have to do is, make a move, step out, and leave it behind. Take it as a challenge. Barney loves to accepts one :) I'm so out of my mind right now. True there have been so much emotional posts, less non-emo ones. It's my expression. No matter how many smiles I put on show, deep down inside, there's always a black hole that has been controlling me. The thought sent a shiver down my spine which makes me a cold person.

I had this one crush back then when I was in Form 2. Going through all his artwork and writing, I must say he inspired me in many ways. He makes me documenting each moment, he makes me write. He makes me happy, by letting myself out. But watching him in pain, isn't an inspire that I'm searching for. I glanced on some of his new posts. Painfully beautiful writing, as it makes the scene seems as a beautiful tragedy for me. We never talked. I bet he doesn't want to know me or even hear my name. Even after what he did, he's still my inspiration that I will always look up to. I thought I was done thinking and mesmerizing, little that I know that even after 6 years, I still get that from time to time. That thinking-and-mesmerizing thing. I know I've blogged about this before. This is just another line to be continued. (Imma freak, I know)

"We were so good together. How come we could not weather. This storm may just do better. Why did we say goodbye. 'Cause lightning don't strike, the same place twice. When you and I said goodbye, I felt the angels cry" I keep on playing the record on and on. "We're given just a few precious years on the earth, so we must cherish each moment." Though it's true, easy to say, but no matter how hard I'm trying to, flashback keeps on haunting. I am traumatized. I wish you could understand my fear. Me.

And my heart is crying for no reason, literally.



P/S: Currently reading UmmuHani's. (: