(:

'Cuz Baby, You're a Firework! ♥ :-D

Sweet Taste of Mistakes

Okay, I was having second thoughts. I was freaking out! And still.

I mean, after a few brainwash, it got me thinking. Hard. This feeling, it's a sign.

"Okay yes, it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake. But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back, and say, "Yeap. That was a mistake." So really, the bigger mistake would be not to not make the mistake, because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not."

Does this make any sense to you?

And guess what, I always careful with everything. I plan out every second of my life. I'm done trying to plan the unplannable. Search for perfection. Always want to control everything. Get things well planned. Because I want everything to be perfect. MISTAKES-FREE. I'm afraid of mistakes. I hate regretting. Guess, I just don't have the guts. God, I am so terrified of anything real!

But, I've changed my mind.

I don't want perfect.

Maybe it's a mistake.

But it's a mistake I have to make.


*finger cross*

Dear, Bob Bob.

HAPPY 2-MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, BOB BOB!!

I love you, and still counting ;)

I Wasn't ready, And I Never Will.

There goes my first paper, Bel311. Sumpah seronok menggoreng!! But hell no, I wont check my carrymarks. =B Next one will be CTU271, this Saturday. *yawnn

(Please remember what you wanted to write, Illy!)

Oh, I've changed. A lot, if you're still wondering. I guess, this college stuffs do changed me into a better person (ceh!). But it's true. Finals have started. I ain't ready for that, and I never will. *sigh* Guess I have to start reading CTU by now, but the mood isn't on the way yet. Maybe tonight. (I hope) Well, there so much in the box right now. Too much to write, I supposed. Until I barely know where to start. Everything seems like falling apart when people don't really relized a shit about it. It's a different world now. Turned out I may hate it. Man, I hate this feeling. I just can't bear with it. Or am I having some kind of hormones changes right now?? Is it possible for a 19 y'o girl? (Omg, you're turning into LAME!) Like what I said earlier, there's so much in my mind, so much to write. I guess I wasn't very happy with lots of stuffs these days. And don't ask why. I don't even know. I don't have the answer. Oh, God. Oh, it may sounds crazy, but I do talk to Illy for like, every single day? Whatever shit that coming right up through your mind now, but I actually enjoying it! Why? Because no one can understand me better than myself, right? I guess, the same thing does happen to you too. Correct me, if I'm wrong. Well, I hate myself for each time I sit down and look back. Ouch. Yeah, still. Oh, fuck. Whatever. Ignore me. Maafkan saya.

And it hurts when your own friend thinks that you are no longer a virgin. Oh, FYI, I'M STILL A FREAKING VIRGIN. Jot it down, people. In case you will be having this Alzheimer somewhere near in the future later. I may be a little childish, but I ain't stupid.

Too bad for the rest of the circle. My mood wasn't in a very-good-shape in this bloody semester. I lose my focus. Yet, I'm loosing my grip. Give me a break. I'll be back.



For good.

Cheesy Cheesy

Once upon a time, there was a big girl, still thinks that she was still a little girl, live in a big giant bricks called HOSTEL. She was a type that you can describe as a young happy-go-lucky person, hot tempered, nor cold-hearted. She might be twisting your head, with her annoyingness and madness. She ain't crazy or nuts, but she's everything in between. She can twist her tongue that so far, nobody can do like what she does. She's weird, and always be. She loves to be strange, but nothing on her that people see is strange. Therefore, she just another human, a normal girl with an extraordinary mind.

In the HOSTEL, she has three roomates but she has only one favourite of all called Munki. One day, Munki left the room early in the morning because Munki has a final presentation to do. So, she woke up alone and this is what she did.

Say CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE!!

She has another friend called, Aceyy. Aceyy accompanied her for the whole day, while Munki was outside doing her presentation. And there she lived, happily ever after.

The End. (:

Hari Sabtu Saya :-D

Hari ini, kawe kecek Melayu, deh? Haha! Awal-awal pagi lagi, Ieka sudah SMS. "Aku dah cuti, kau?" Meaning to say, ehem, maksudnya, dia ajak dating la tu. Weee!

So, ehem. Jadi, kami pun bertolak ke Sunway Pyramid sajo. Agak terbakar poket hari ini dek musim SALE dah expired. Tapi sebab kempunan, beli sajo mano yang mampu. Campur duit bagi pinjam, makin terbakar lah purse, ehem, dompet mewah tu. Tapi Yangyang panggil murtabak! Hmmphh!! Tebal macam murtabak katanya. Hmpphh!!

Oh, Ieka baru balik roadtrip ke Penang bersama teman-teman MSU nya. Agak terharu bila dia kata, "Aku ada belikan kau something! Sumpah comel!," sambil megeluarkan tiga batang pensil. "Bafak comel!! Kulit binatang mana kau siat?! Sumpah comel!!," sahut aku.

Agak lama lah tak jumpa batang pensil. Tapi, kalau sampai kat tangan, pensil tak jadi pensil dah. Pensil letaknya di kepala. Buat sanggul :P

Then, ehem. Kemudian, kami merayap cari spare-part baby baru Shamil. Nama dia Fixie. Tino ko jate? Kawe pon dok tahu. Demo fikir sendiri la deh? Agak memusing juga 3 kali dekat SS15 dan akhirnya kami end up, ehem, (berakhir?) di kedai basikal Seksyen 7. Seksyen 7 sangat sunyi lah. Serammmmmmmm!

Harini dindin, ehem, makan malam, Mama masak pasta. Nyum nyum! Dekat kampus kata, balik rumah baru diet. Kat kampus tak boleh diet, we need energy! Dekat rumah kata, jarang dapat makan free. Sedap pula tu. Wajib bedal!

-___________________-"

Macam tu lah cerita budak kolej. Sampai bila pun tak diet.
Seperti yang pernah di-quote-kan oleh Munki,
"Hot hot Chicken Shit!".

Sekian, wassalam. (:


Ini Shamil. Dia rasa rambut dia cantik.

It's been awhile, ayy 550D? tskk..tskk T-T

This is Arif, dulu pendek sekarang galah.

Membawa Madam BB (Bajet-Besar) jalan-jalan.

Thanks Ieka!! :D

Cute is DEAD.

Emily the Strange came to life in the early 1990's and quickly became a beloved counterculture icon all around the world. In her earliest years, she was a quiet but sharp-witted stranger, slinging philosophy and cultural observations in a series of hand-screened t-shirts and stickers. As her presence grew and became a standard in the cultural underground, Emily's own story began to emerge in a series of gift books, then comic-books and graphic novels, and now a novel series for young adults.

Today, Emily continues to be a voice for individualism and self-awareness, and her appeal is especially strong among alternative-minded young women and girls who identify with her signature singularity. Her presence in the worlds of art, pop culture, literature, and fashion celebrates non-conformist and reminds us all to cultivate that which makes us unique.

Emily is: An Artist, A Dreamer, An Inventor, A Scientist, A Skater, A Rocker and An Individual!

Emily's not your average thirteen year-old-girl. Pink is her worst nightmare...she wears the same black dress every day. She loves math and science. Her best friends are her four BLACK CATS! She's into old rock & punk, but also digs newer bands like My Chemical Romance (BTW, Gerard Way is featured in her Dark Horse comic book, "Revenge at Last!") Emily is so anticool she's cool... a subculture of one, and a follower of no one but herself.

Designers including Jean-Paul Gaultier, Valentino and Marc Jacobs have paid tribute to her, but she doesn't care! Emily wants you to be yourself, think for yourself, and DO IT YOURSELF!

Source: emilythestrange.com

P/S: I just 100% fully mesmerized by her. She's my favourite since I was in school! She's the greatest trouble-maker, a dreamer and a link to the stranger in the society. I used to buy a lot of Emily's stuff, even my first boyfriend called me EmILLY. (so perasan-ted lah this girl) So he got me this one Emily keychain, and I was so damn freakingly happy just because of a keychain. It may sounds silly, but hey, it's Emily. Who cares!

Now since the Kiss shop has been shut down, it got me stop buying those stuffs. I find it cool with the way she brought up herself, play tricks on people, with her posse of four bad kitties- Sabbath, Nee Chee, Mystery and Miles, Emily the Strange is the graphic voice for who search to be lost. I just amazed by the way she is. By being lost is her way of rejecting popular trends while transcending them. She just doesn't seem to care what people think and loves everything goes her way. I repeat, GOES HER WAY (: Well well well, now it explains a lot then.


She is anti-cool, a subculture of one, and a follower of no one but herself. Yet, she never get in trouble though, because she never get caught! Likewise, her products push the limits of process, structure, and graphic design. She may seems like a small rock-gothic girl, but she's more than that. She rocks my socks off hard, but I just can't afford to subscribe all the novels. Plus, I won't read. But I think it's cool to have one! Heh!

Still in zhe bucket list of MUST HAVE!
(eventhough I failed in strumming)

Daddykinsssss!! I want one!! x))



Have a heart, will you? :O