My Early Morning Date :p

02:15 am : Ain't she sweet? Auwh :))))

NONE

How I wish I can still do the same thing.












Even if it's something that totally,
Plain.. stupid.

Wish I was there, again.

I Roar!

Along with the Sun in Leo, I let my ego roar! Born a Leo, grown a fighter. Excuse the vanity, can't help it!

by nikchik (:

Zhe dark-side of la magnificent LEO!

There you are – radiant, playful, and such a little sunbeam. What’s not to like? The claws, mainly. You like to keep these sheathed, but you can’t help yourself sometimes. Someone tells you that you look tired. Or dares to disagree with you. Clearly, they do not know who you are. The fools! After this point it’s like one of those wild-life documentaries. It gets bloody. But you are quite deliciously lazy and easily distracted by flattery and shopping, so you soon forget that part. Until the next time. You need staff really. Or a minder. Because sometimes your victims retaliate.

Source : theastrologyroom.com

"I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy, oh oh no! Oh, no!"

Currently listening to Marina's playlist. Ahh yes, moa nu jam <3

August 25, 2011.

These past few days were been kinda adventurous. Honestly, me kinda like the smell of hecticness, doing the endless reports. At least I feel useful? Being jobless for past few months has turned me into a big fat lazy panda. Err, minus the fat part. Too harsh. Thought of lying on bed once I've reached here but turned out something just pissed me off. Oh well, I almost forgot the main reason I stepped out from this house last time. Probably missing me casa too much just got me blinded from the reality I've been through before. Sorry for the grumpy intro.

Well, talking about Ramadan. Slowly, it's leaving us. It's not that I'm not being excited about the fact that Aidilfitri is coming next, but somehow, good stuffs happen in good month. Obviously, Ramadan isn't just another normal month for us Muslim. Good things did happened to me during this sacret month. I'm gonna miss you so baaaaad, Ramadan. InsyaAllah, with God's willing, we'll be seeing each other next year. InsyaAllah.

Having the same theme as Adie for this raya. We'll see siapa lebih "garang" :p 'Til then!

August 20, 2011

(Saturday, 20th August 2011)

My Saturday went well. Tiring but definitely worth it. Woke up early just to get my ass off to PPKP. Thought of continuing my beauty sleep in the hall, but Amiril just can't stop BBM-ing me for the whole session of PPKP. Damnnnson :p Had my Acey installed with this new local's software called "CariKata". Haven't tried it yet. Hopefuly it's worth buying. Had my berbuka with Subway Melt and Chocolate Cream Chip. Finally, Subway Melt is moaa!! All the restaurants were all full house, but this green creature still being sooo degil, refuse to eat Subway even though he haven't tried it yet. Yeah!! He never eat Subway before how sad kan :p Eeeeee even his dad eat Subway. Eeeee penyu tua :p Okay whatever it is, this is how he looks like, together with his first Subway ever! Yeay!!

And yeah, this PARIZ also never had a sushi ever before this. So yeaaaahh.. I made him eat not one, BUT THREE!! Yeay!! Eventhough he doesn't like it but wth. Birthday you nanti I bagi sushi. Eeeeee tak habis, I makan :DD

So, 3 hours left before I have to go back. Munki, I swear it was unplanned. Hahaha! We tawaf-ed Pyramid almost 7 times edi boleh naik Haji dah ni. Got nothing much in mind. So we headed to the cinema and just hit whatever movie that was currently playing so yeah, lucky; Horrible Bosses was our today's picked. I won't say it was all that great but good enough to release your stress. Aiceh! The movie was hilarious! Yet some part has been cut *oh bummer* so yeah kepada tokei movie Lendu, download unrated punya nanti orait! Hahaha

And finally, the day has come to its end. I've got my second pressie from Penyu yeay! It is effingly beautiful, comel, awesome, cantik, comel lagi :p I love it. Thank you Penyu!!! Ngaaaaaa now I don't know where to hang it, so I just put it on my side table jelah. So I can see it everyday. Aiceh. Hahahaha

So I headed home, and turned out la familia surprised me with a birthday cake. Yeay!! Cheesecake nyum nyum! All I can do is, counting my blessing for all the things I have and I thank Allah SWT to let me standing on where I am today. It doesn't matter where you go, or where you are. Paris, London, Liberty Statue (tetibe), or where you are in this world. It's not that luxurious that really matters (Although it actually does!! :p) It's who you're with that counts. I can't be more thankful to have my beautiful friends and la familia. Aicececececeh. OH well, I'm stuffed. 

Kenyang perut, suka hati. Hihi :3

Things I'll Never Say

I’m tugging at my hair

I’m pulling at my clothes

I’m trying to keep my cool

I know it shows

I’m staring at my feet

My cheeks are turning red

I’m searching for the words inside my head

It don’t do me any good

It’s just a waste of time

What use is it to you

What’s on my mind

If ain’t coming out

We’re not going anywhere

So why can’t I just tell you that I care

What’s wrong with my tongue

These words keep slipping away

I stutter, I stumble

Like I’ve got nothing to say

Cause I’m feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

Cause I know you’re worth it

You’re worth it

Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I wanna blow you, away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Yes, I’m wishing my life away

With these things I’ll never say

These things I’ll never say (:

Decisiones que duelen en el corazón.

Hay decisiones que surgen de los motivos, motivos que a veces no entendemos y que por mas que queramos entender no podemos utilizar la razón para comprenderlos, se que tal vez te desilusiono mi actitud, que debido a mis cambios tu te has hartado y has decidido tomar tu camino y olvidar el punto en donde nos encontramos, yo no te reprocho nada y estas en tu derecho de tomar tu camino, aunque me duele mucho, respeto tu decisión y me aparto de tu camino, mas sin embargo antes de irte, déjame decirte algunas cosas.

te encontré de la nada, llegaste a mi vida y la llenaste de vida, me regalaste grandes momentos de felicidad y te agradezco por todo lo que hiciste por mi, discúlpame por no ser la persona que quisieras que fuera, son inmaduro, no tengo aun la madurez para tomar las decisiones y no se como comportarme debido a mis heridas, solamente se que pude haber llegado a darte lo que nadie mas te ha dado, mas sin embargo, te amo tanto que me aparto de tu camino.

Solamente te pido que jamas baje las cabeza, que jamas vuelvas a llorar eres una gran persona que merece ser feliz, te deseo lo mejor de la vida, que encuentres el maravilloso sentimiento que buscas en tu vida y que renazca en ti, llenándote de mucha paz y tranquilidad, te deseo lo mejor de lo mejor.

ahora es tiempo de tomar el camino que el destino nos pide.

Muchas gracias por todo, Dios te bendiga hoy y siempre, sonríe y jamas mires atrás nuevamente.

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