But they're beautiful because you love them,"
- Miss Rosalynn,2010.
Thursday, 14 October 2010
This Is Why I Love Psychology (:
But they're beautiful because you love them,"
- Miss Rosalynn,2010.
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
Dinner Kungfu :-)
Dindin has been great. Yangyang asked for a dindin, Adie asked for a dindin, Munki asked for a dindin. Auwwww. I'm touched :') But I chose to dindin with Yan and Munki, as Yan want to settle up her Nazar. Free dindin for tonight! YIPEEE!! :D
I'm bored. And there was a webcam. *giggle*
Oh well, just got a phone call from Shamil.
New girl, huh?
Tahniah lerr.
New Fixie, huh?
Fakk you!
Congrats for the new girl, brotha. Semoga panjang jodohnye. HAHA! :D Oh, do stop by at his Flickr!! Thank you :D I wonder what happened to my DeviantArt. Should I delete it or not? Hmm. -.-
Oh well, just got a phone call from Shamil.
New girl, huh?
Tahniah lerr.
New Fixie, huh?
Fakk you!
Congrats for the new girl, brotha. Semoga panjang jodohnye. HAHA! :D Oh, do stop by at his Flickr!! Thank you :D I wonder what happened to my DeviantArt. Should I delete it or not? Hmm. -.-Goodbye KOKO, Hello Miserable.
Yesterday a.k.a. October 12, 2010 was the very last day of our KOKO!! YAHOO! It's been 3 bloody semesters, man! At laaaaaaaaast! :D Akhirnya, berakhir sudah azab 3 semester di padang kawad. Alhamdulillah. Moga moga tak kena repeat :P
End of KOKO. Let's move on to the next point.
Thought I got a bit of a break when I'm done with my hell of Storyboard. Today, we had our Storyboard Evaluation Session. Instead of just making us stomach-cramp, the session also got me shaking til the class ended. He told us he'd never give any of his students above 27 out of 30 yet. Frankly, 30 is what usually people are hoping for. And Ejat got 29 for his project. CONGRATS! ((:
Later on, after Sir told us some of the marks, it's completely negating any happiness I was beginning to feel. To be honest, I was sure I had done awful. I wasn't confident about my storyboard at all, I knew from the start, but still, deep down inside, I was still hoping for a good marks. But even still, thinking about that how much that I've got is like getting punched in the gut. I've got mine between 20-25. Fuck.
Eventhough I didn't failed the subject, but still- it seems like a BIG FAILURE to me. I knew this would turn out like this, thought that I could handle it, but I was wrong. But I wasn't trying very hard then, so, I think I get what I deserved. Needless to say, I left class feeling completely and utterly defeated. Thinking of crying to Munki, but seemed like she's currently busy with her BEL Drafts. Maybe I need something to be punched. -__-"
But I try to not to get into the mood any deeper as I still have another 2 assignments to be submit on this Friday which is Journalism Report and Psychology Report &; Presentation. GODD!! I have to get my work done and then I decided I had better make time to settle down because I don't know if you know this or not, but it's super hard to get anything done when you're all weepy and down on yourself. But I have to. By Monday, I'll be going back to Shah Alam for a week. It doesn't take much to get me down, but it doesn't always take much to get me happy again, either.
I failed.
And I feel ugly.
Uglier than your fucking ass.
Thank you.
End of KOKO. Let's move on to the next point.Thought I got a bit of a break when I'm done with my hell of Storyboard. Today, we had our Storyboard Evaluation Session. Instead of just making us stomach-cramp, the session also got me shaking til the class ended. He told us he'd never give any of his students above 27 out of 30 yet. Frankly, 30 is what usually people are hoping for. And Ejat got 29 for his project. CONGRATS! ((:
Later on, after Sir told us some of the marks, it's completely negating any happiness I was beginning to feel. To be honest, I was sure I had done awful. I wasn't confident about my storyboard at all, I knew from the start, but still, deep down inside, I was still hoping for a good marks. But even still, thinking about that how much that I've got is like getting punched in the gut. I've got mine between 20-25. Fuck.
Eventhough I didn't failed the subject, but still- it seems like a BIG FAILURE to me. I knew this would turn out like this, thought that I could handle it, but I was wrong. But I wasn't trying very hard then, so, I think I get what I deserved. Needless to say, I left class feeling completely and utterly defeated. Thinking of crying to Munki, but seemed like she's currently busy with her BEL Drafts. Maybe I need something to be punched. -__-"But I try to not to get into the mood any deeper as I still have another 2 assignments to be submit on this Friday which is Journalism Report and Psychology Report &; Presentation. GODD!! I have to get my work done and then I decided I had better make time to settle down because I don't know if you know this or not, but it's super hard to get anything done when you're all weepy and down on yourself. But I have to. By Monday, I'll be going back to Shah Alam for a week. It doesn't take much to get me down, but it doesn't always take much to get me happy again, either.
I failed.
And I feel ugly.
Uglier than your fucking ass.
Thank you.
Monday, 11 October 2010
Delish Xpress!
I miss all the high school stuffs.
So the drama.
College.
I'm having the time of my life.
Yet, the ordinary teenage chums never failed me.
Oh, things started nicely today, and slowly, it turned out great! Our Graphic Design presentation about our product, called Delish Xpress Butter Stick, was a blast!! And I mean it!! ;) Plus, the lecturer doesn't give any critics on my design, which is - the Magazine Cover. Hoorayy! :DBtw. Great job, people.
Saturday, 9 October 2010
My Empire State of Mind
Each time when I see any lecturers carrying a massive tack of papers, that's when I realized, oh-I'm on exams! Literally, I never take any of my exams seriously. *Jangan dipraktikan!* Instead, I take my assignments SERIOUSLY SERIOUS. Don't mess with it or else I'll get the hell out from it.
So far, I never fail any paper except for Addmath- back then when I was in highschool. Thank God, I dropped the subject when I was in Form 5. I love math as well as science. But not too additional. I hate when I have to get all my focus on one subject. I get bored too fast. I love to mingle. I'm not a person who does all the studies and such. Nu'uh. Don't have the time to spend all my time only on one subject. That sucks! But I spent the whole class distracted, worrying about my grade, each time the lecturers/teachers holding all the marks or passing the papers back. *sigh*
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Generally, I'm kind of an emotional roller coaster. It doesn't take much to get me down, but it doesn't always take much to get me happy again, either. I can always count on sugar-taking to cheer me up when I've had a bad day. Or to make my day better when I've had a good one. Coke, in particular, always seem to hit the spot.
Time passing by. Slowly, I'm getting weaker and weaker everyday. I don't know how long am I gonna last. Ain't no strong as those days. Ain't no hyper like those days. Coke isn't the solution anymore. Painkiller NEEDED. Day by day, I get exhausted quicker than before. Guess, my time is running out. It has been almost a month without any medical suppliments. I am no failure. I hate to be weak. But some stuffs get me well annoyed.
Sounds like dying, huh? Ha Ha. Well, I'll passed.
I had my Munchy's and some plain water for my breakfast. Still on exhausted mode. Yesterday, we hit Ayer Keroh. Got Part6 event as well as Part3 Photo Gallery. Basically, the Photo Gallery booth pinned up all Part3's photos with the theme "Rumah Tradisional", and mine also included! According to Masscomm YDP himself, "the Photo Gallery was a success and I'm really impressed by that" , as one of the Photographer from NSTP just can't stop talking and praising the booth. Way to go, Adie! :)
7 more days and we'll be welcoming the 9-days-StudyWeek, and soon, hello Finals!
"We make our own fortunes. And then call them fate. And what better excuse to choose a path than to insist it's our destiny. But at the end of the day, we all have to live with our choices. No matter who's looking over our shoulder,".
I may get annoyed easily nowadays. Sorry for my behavior. Maybe I'm a bit depressed or annoyed with all the assignments, but still, I have to deny it. I still have my professionalism. I don't care if you still have it or not. Just don't start the fire. Or get the bitch out of me.
I am real. Say whatever you want. It's my prerogative.
So far, I never fail any paper except for Addmath- back then when I was in highschool. Thank God, I dropped the subject when I was in Form 5. I love math as well as science. But not too additional. I hate when I have to get all my focus on one subject. I get bored too fast. I love to mingle. I'm not a person who does all the studies and such. Nu'uh. Don't have the time to spend all my time only on one subject. That sucks! But I spent the whole class distracted, worrying about my grade, each time the lecturers/teachers holding all the marks or passing the papers back. *sigh*
Generally, I'm kind of an emotional roller coaster. It doesn't take much to get me down, but it doesn't always take much to get me happy again, either. I can always count on sugar-taking to cheer me up when I've had a bad day. Or to make my day better when I've had a good one. Coke, in particular, always seem to hit the spot.Time passing by. Slowly, I'm getting weaker and weaker everyday. I don't know how long am I gonna last. Ain't no strong as those days. Ain't no hyper like those days. Coke isn't the solution anymore. Painkiller NEEDED. Day by day, I get exhausted quicker than before. Guess, my time is running out. It has been almost a month without any medical suppliments. I am no failure. I hate to be weak. But some stuffs get me well annoyed.
Sounds like dying, huh? Ha Ha. Well, I'll passed.
I had my Munchy's and some plain water for my breakfast. Still on exhausted mode. Yesterday, we hit Ayer Keroh. Got Part6 event as well as Part3 Photo Gallery. Basically, the Photo Gallery booth pinned up all Part3's photos with the theme "Rumah Tradisional", and mine also included! According to Masscomm YDP himself, "the Photo Gallery was a success and I'm really impressed by that" , as one of the Photographer from NSTP just can't stop talking and praising the booth. Way to go, Adie! :)7 more days and we'll be welcoming the 9-days-StudyWeek, and soon, hello Finals!
"We make our own fortunes. And then call them fate. And what better excuse to choose a path than to insist it's our destiny. But at the end of the day, we all have to live with our choices. No matter who's looking over our shoulder,".
I may get annoyed easily nowadays. Sorry for my behavior. Maybe I'm a bit depressed or annoyed with all the assignments, but still, I have to deny it. I still have my professionalism. I don't care if you still have it or not. Just don't start the fire. Or get the bitch out of me.I am real. Say whatever you want. It's my prerogative.
Friday, 8 October 2010
Love Me (:
Say that you love me.
Fool me, Fool me.
Oh how you do me.
Kiss me, Kiss me.
Say that you miss me.
Tell me what I wanna hear.
Tell me you love me," ♥
Sunday, 3 October 2010
KOMED Raya 2010
Psycho psycho :D
People (:
Say hello to Oxford!! ;DD
Camwhores ;D
Baby Baby Baby Baby, I am annoying. Ngaaa~ :DP/S : It was a major success, Adie.
Great event. Congratulations, Mr. YDP! :D
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