It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

huu its really hard. really really hard to let go of him. yeaaah ive been an idiot for forcing him these days to stick with me.. okay.. so, i let him go. after seing him today, from his face i can tell u, he's not happy. yeahh he did mentioned tht he doesnt love me anymore. huu~ it hurts, but i pretend lyk it neva be mentioned. huu~ so okay.. i let him go today. i feel lyk i was goin to die la.. but ika said yr not dying n mg ta mati pun. i pk,ya la. kalau mati i ta txt dia punye. huu~ 2 years i dgr Ajin is my sayang, but now. no more already. huu~ i feel lyk i wan to smack ppl la now. huwaa!! n so now fiq confessing his feeling towards this one girl la. aiyooo just go for her la!! jgn pening2. aiyaakk. y u scared of hurting her. u kan goodboy. hahaha. if u both like each other then.. GO! hahaha n tht gurl cun oh. mg girlish la i tgk. hahaha u kne start jd gentleman la. hahaha! so tonite,ill wait fr ya call la orait. adoiyaii. n sorry f,aku mungkir janji. huu~ so i think thts all for today.. Ajinaylli - No More. a new quote for today. x'(

3 Things.

okayokayyy today i went to pyramid wit ieka. wawawawaaa i meet quite a few kjs there. edrina, edoria, aisha bibi, n azmeer. n also our cambridge's ex-receptionist , akak kiut. hahahaha!! i mean, kak wanie la kan. huahuahua. n her boyfriend ohh. hahah!! kantoi. hahaha!! she said tht shes goin to UPM to cntinue study. thts y she left. huu~ okayy so at 1st la, i just na pgey n bjanji i wont buy a thing pon. huuuu~ janji yg tinggal janji, blk penoh plastic bag oh. wuaaargh!! cant help it!! the most stupid thing la, when we went to voir. the first thing yg buat we terkaku kjap,is.. THE HEART-SHAPED NECKLACE. wooaaaaa... shes a beauty.. tp tgk harga.. woaahh!! sb we da abes 100++ da. so time tu we jus na jln2 sb abg wan stil in d cinema, igt tana buy anything da la.. tp tp, rantai tuu... woaaaa only 2 left! we pun bincang2 dlm kedai tu, but tht necklace tu tht lady da ltak kat cashier, takot we curik kot. then azmeer call. so i pon potpetpopet then ika kate, but its too xpensive-jom kua. buat2 on the fon. hahaha so i agree je. then potpet2 ngn azmeer kat lua,afta i hung up, then we started to talk bout d rantai balekk. grr. "must buy!but too xpensive.i were looking for that kind of thing for so long!!,"kata ika. "so do i!!but i only got few notes left!!,"i balas.. "so do i!,"jwb ika.. we pun ulang2 the same thing all over again n again tgh2 jln kat lua kdai tu.. "okayy,just pejam mata n bayar je!," tkuar dr mulot lazer ni. waaaa~ we pon dgn muka tebalnye, msuk voir balek n trus ke cashier n pejam mata n bayar la.. huahuahua kua kdai tros mlompat. hahahahh!! n promised, nt we ltak gmba each other dlm rantai tu. hahahahh!! n afta tht we hangout kjap wit abg botak kita, azmeer. hahaha! aiyooo nu haircut suits u,man. mcm gangster pun ade. miahahaha. so today,we bought 3 same things-AGAIN. hahaha last time we went fr shopping also we bought 3 same things oh. hahahaha pendek kata since we kecik pun our things sume same oh. just diff colour. hahaha!! i think mummy kita sama oh. hahahhaa!! our taste sume same oh,even type of guys pon same oh! just bf laen2 la enn. hahaha maneleh share. haha! so time balek, abgwan carry all the things la. weee~ very the gentle. hahaha. wuu now we broke already. wawawawawa. our kata spakat is, "takan la kitorg bodo sgt kot,spm nt mst dpt duet sket!daddy msti bagi punye!".. hohohooohh. ngokk je. hahaha ayat penyedap hati tu.. sb duet da habes. hahaha! then we pon balek la ngn girangnya. ngee~ than mlm nye, alarm bunyi, waaah ade cite Sleeping Beauty! hahahaha na wat cmne, stil layan gak ar. hahaha!! best best. tgk ngn penoh perasaan. hahaha!! adooi. kul 10:40pm lak, megat call. omg azmeerr-HELPP!! waaaaa.lps ltak tepon azmeer call. we pon bgossip la. hahaha!! n n i said yg ma kazen kata die kiut. HAHAHAHA!! blushing taket leleh. hahaha n of cz la,about 1year da kot ta jmpe, takan rmbot i stil pndek oh. gagagaga :DD

Char-Kue-Tiau

am goin to pyramid 2mrw ngn ieka n abg wan. huu~ okay today kete baru abah da smpai umah. huahuahua persona akhirnya menjadi milikku. akan tetapi, me stil cant drive by my own. mst ade org teman baru brani. hahahaha. baru blaja kan. hehehe. so today, am not feeling well. baru sihat sket dr demam. ngee~ byk sgt benda dlm kpala. da rase mcm hopeless gila kot. headache la sket. tp ta se-over si f tu. miahaha. n btw nxt week 12MAC, resuult. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. i promise i wont cry. ngee~ but 12MAC jgak, is my deadline for.. huuu~ hm. daddykins kata, "dlm hidup kne sentiasa berdikari,berdikari di sini bmaksud sentiasa bersedia utk kehilangan..," erk. mcm tau tau je dia tu. ishk. terasa gila oh buat seketika wktu. huu~ prkara plg bongok nye arini, ptg td we all g mkn kat restoran jaya kat kelana. okay afta mkn2 blk tu, time da dlm kete bjalan da, nmpak aunty kue tiau Lau tu lambai2, me pelik jela dia lambai2 na byebye ke.. me pun lambai2 la balek. haha!! skali rmai2 sume pkerja dia ngn tokei2 dia lambai, "abah abah abah stop!!" i trjerit. ma dad pun emergency break ar. kne marah sket kjap. hehehh pstu i jwb la, dorg lambai2 tuuu.. skali nampak tokei dia trun bg kue tiau. oh kue tiau bungkus tertinggal. ampehh. ma dad pun bising la, "ckap la kue tiau tertinggal" ..me jwb la, "mane la akak tauu,igt dorg lambai2. skali rmai2 lambai2, akak tkejot la..,". daddykins pun mnjwb, "lambai kpale utak mu,".. pecah la perot sume org ketawa dlm kete merc baru tu. hekhekhekhek..

p/s: anak teruna Lau tu kan, dia blaja buat kue tiau dari daddy dia n soon, dia akan bukak branch Kue Tiau Lau kat tasik shah alam. depan2 sirim tu. hekhekhekkk.. daddykins kata na support. mg mkn kue tiau jela psni.. adooi. lgpun since budak tu bskola lg daddykins asik bagi duet kt dia. aiyaaakkk. kunon sb dia rajen. so mg no cmnt. kekeke..

Cuppy-Cup.

blablabla by nxt week i hv to drive to cmbrdge by my own. grrr. abes la. abes la. aaargh. okok sum1 kne bg i tumpang. hahahaha!! huu~ and 1st i thought na buat cupcakes fr ajin oh. huu~ tp dia ta suke oh. huu~ me tau dia ta ske. saje tny. sblum cupcakes terbabit mnjadi sampah. nt la me buat cupcakes tuk clasmate ea. hahaha tulis I LOVE YOU SIR. hahaha bdae sir bile ea? sok kne tny :DD huuuu ieka kne tlg. gagaga. huu ngntok la. tp hw ta siap lg. then kne adjust gmba family tree mira plak. wuuu~ penat je mata. asik bkeje je. smpai nga drive pun leh trmenung lg mcm td da kne marah ngn daddykins sb tmenung ta seda traffic light ijau. huu~ tp da 2 ari me drive ta 'hmpir langgar org'. gagaga. try to cntrol my temper. hahaha. stil workin on it. huu~ otak stil bcelaru, bsrabut. gr.. i aint smart but im not dumb. but i feel lyk a total idiot la now. aiyoo. btw, spare part tu ape? gagagaga tade la. me tau la mksd tu. hahaha. ngntok da ni. adooi. huu~ n now kan, ieka da jd mcm kaunselor aku da. ngeee. syg ko lg n lg n lg. hahahaha!! smpai abes kredit aku. hahahaha. cpt pjuk bf ko. hahaha. wuuu gila da. hahahaha. kita buat cupcake utk bf ko plak ar. hahahaha buat I LOVE U KICHIK. hahahah. waaa gila lg. hahaha adooi.

Dont Read. Just a Stupid Survey.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
just now.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
hm..i'll take it as a piece of art ;)

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
......

IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
y not? ;D

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
the eyes..

WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
my oldies.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
ieka d couzzy.

HAIR COLOR?
dark brown.

HUGS OR KISSES?
no idea.

MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND to this note?
those jobless ppl ;D

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
first certificate expert-student's resource book.

ARE YOU HURT NOW?
totally,100%. no doubts. fullstop.

DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
shh. ;)

WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU ARE SPEACIAL?
hmm..err...hm...nexxttt. ;D

WHATS IN YOUR MIND NOW?
my bed. **yawn

March 2nd.

today i woke up n wondering n golek-ed golek-ed n mandi n mnyanyi n tdoo n smbung mandi n pkai baju n makan. so then i watched tv la. comp da kne serbu ngn yasmin rempit. ta kesah pon sbenanye. hahaha! so i tgk je tv smpai bak kata daddykins, duduk smpai tumbuh akar kat bontot. hahahaha n n suddenly ade "beep". omg omg omg ajin txt me! wow!! mcm ta prcaya. i gosok2 mata tgk. hahahahah takot sala tgk en. hahaha mimpi ape la dia txt. hahahaha happy gile. hahahahh! adooi. pstu tit tot tit tot, i g mkn lunch plak. nasi n ikan keli n sayur n telur kot. hahahah! kenyang2. pstu smyg,pstu smbung dpn tv lg, pastu kul 3, mengaji. huh,arini agak lancar da. fuh best2. ahahaha its not tht i ta reti bace, but ngn ustaz ni kne gune nafas yg btooool panjang. fuhh penat hirup sgala oxygen. hahahahhh dah ler nafas i pendek. adooi. hahahaha! then i smyg jap, mandi n sambung tv lg. hahahaha! fulamak cite jerman mg msti ade naked woman meh? astro ta cut pon. hahahaha! takpe la, i tade napsu pon tgk. hahahaha tp i tendang sekor2 budak2 kat umah ta kasi tgk. hahahaha! sensored bebehh SENSORED. then tgk Spa Q. hahaha actually i ta tgk tp my mum tgk, i tibai je. hahahaha. then smyg2 smbung tgk cite jerman lg. and again,ade naked woman. hahahahaha tp tade la jelas mane, tp i saw it okayy. kirana mg tade cite len ke? jerman je. trigt kat adam honeyy. hahahaha! so tgk smpaaai na abes tu,daddykins suh g amek adek 2syn plak. adooi. okok pas amek tu, here i am.. writing this. hahahahaahhaha!! n ym-ing. tu jela keje mlm2. smbil tgk License To Wed kat utube. hahahaha! homework lak tak siap lg. hahahaha! jap g kul 12 tkial2 la na buat hahahahahh!! oh btw, dzik da pass jpj test. hahahahh!! adooi lapar plak. ishk. sape rajen na msak kan tuk me? hahahahaha!!! me upah 2hengget ;DD

Burrrp** ;D

okayy today i bgn je,bfast burger. fuuuuh tmbah 2 slices of cheese. perrgh gile muak. hahahaha! seb baek ade soya bean, tlg i telan d burger. hahaha! ok so gdebak gdebuk dah stgh hari i dpn tv kott ngn shmil. dua dua muke kebosanan. ma parents n tg dua adek ke skolah sks13. ade hari sukan kott. tah la. hahahaha then kitorg lunch kebab,ma mummy bwk balek. woaaah bpak kenyang. then ptg ma dad ajak g driving range. memula mlas gak na g, tp pk pk blk, lame pulak i da ta pukul bola. ok la, i pun g. hahahahaha plg jauh i pukul 70m je kot. hahaha! plg dekat, depan idung je kott. hahaha!! adooi takpe la, kdg2 exercise bgus juge enn. then balek ar.. smpai umah, mandi sume. pstu golek2 txting ajin then intercom bunyi. kdengaran suara mamaku pgil trun mkn. adooi burger lg. grrr byk gle kolestrol i telan arini. waaaaahh gemok siott. adooi. tp mkn kne abes. ta abes i rase sedih je tgk mknan tu, rase na nanges. hahahahah! paksa je la telan. mama buat 2 burger plak for me. gile!! i ckap NO WAYY i na telan those two! i telan satu je la. satu lg tatau la ade org mkn ke tak. hahahaha!! n now, i typing blog smbil webbie ngn noi. hahahaha!! dia tnjuk side kiri je. wuuuu~ igt sexy ar tu ea. hahahaha!! adooi ko suh aku pkai tudung ea. kuang hasam.hahaha!! psni webbie meh aku pkai tlekung tross. hahahhaa! siot ko noi. hahaha! adooi now nga tgu una. dia now dari kedah otw balek umah. ajin plak kadit abes. tana la kaco dia suh on, takott i. hahahaha! wuuu f plak tgh Bekam skrg. adoooi mamat tu. aishhh penat cinderella ko ni tggu. now dia nga bsiap na g mall pulak. eeeiii. cis cis. cpt la balekkk. aku kebosanan. tlg slmt aku! wuwuwuuu..now men webbie ngn noi je. seb baek ko on. I LOVE U NOOOI !! ;DD n pstu...i webbie ngn dzik. hahahahahh!! dia babi plg comel kot. hahahaha!! adooi. sok beliau retest jpj. CHAIYOKK!! skrg nga cnference ngn f n una lg. hahahahaha!! adoooi bikin lawak ujang seh si f. hahaha una plak ta abes2 ngn lptop antik n speaker klasik dia. hahahahaha!! n Noooi dtg la umah aku sok. huwaaaaaaa!!